photo credit: me ;)
photo credit : me :) i think it came out pretty good :)
every second that passes by, feels like im being excluded from this family. i must admit i miss my home , my parents , but mostly feeling loved. i know this people are my family as well but they perfer them not me. i get it kelly is juggling being a mom, being a student, and being married all at such a young age. Rob on the other hand is just very handsome ive had a crush on him since i was thirteen and he was fifteen , but he chose big forehead lizzy instead of me. and yes im jealous because lizzy is a spoiled brat that gets anything and nevr in her life has washed dishes or cooked. i may be a short feisty mexican but i am so much better than that spoiled brat. it seems like no one cares of what ive done for them. i have defended i have shed so many tears for them to pay me back this way. this is why i am slowly turning into the cold hearted bitch that is my grandmother. i get that you cant trust this family with your heart because they will crush it into micro pieces that cant be seen by the human naked eye. so with that said i will leave this damn house as soon as possible . i dont care if we are going to the damn beach tomorrow. i hate going because kelly is skinny even after being pregnant . and i am fat and short so i really look like a fat ass. yes im one of those insecure girls but i at least im tryna get back in shape but its harder than you think. its easier gaining weight than loosing it. but now i just got carried away and got off topic so im just gunna stop here….
i don’t even know what to say anymore . its just not fair that after all i did for u , u just appear out of nowhere pretending to care for me. u don’t have to lie i’m stronger than u think. i’m no ordinary girl that just starts crying about any heart break, i stand up and just move on with my life. if u really cared for me u wouldn’t play with my emotions. i don’t even know whether its still worth to give u another chance..
i love my eyelashes :)
i like weird people is that a crime??